190527 #100Days

Day 18. No time. Currently in the process of making films.


Instead, have this picture of a cat and her four alpacas: https://i.redd.it/y5llgjsprk031.jpg


Yesterdays date was nice. A chair did immediately collapsed under me when I sat on it and I got bitten by her cat. But except for those minor details, we had fun. It felt more like two friends hanging out together, except sometimes I'm still quite nervous for some reason. I'm really bad at the romantic stuff, I don't know how to initiate a kiss and her hugs are pretty short. If that's a thing I should pay attention to - I guess it's really the only physical contact we ever had. I'm a slow boy. I need time to get to know people, to accept them into my life, to trust them, become intimate. But this is going way to slow for me.


Tings are very chaotic at the moment. When ever you're dependent on the weather and the weather decides to fuck you, everything always becomes very complicated. Every insurance, crew, equipment, car, ticket, hotel has to be rebooked. And if any of it can't be rebooked the entire shoot might be rescheduled to another week or even month. It's annoying and confusing for everybody involved and extremely stressful for the person planning the entire thing. This is what I'm going through right now. I'm sure we'll make it.

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